dude... come on now.
We can't sell you or convince you. Just use your ears.
Better yet... use the 15 day money back guarantee and test one out. Where do you live? Maybe you can go check one out from a forum member in person before buying.
There are like 100,000 posts of love for this device in this forum, and a zillion recordings and clips both here in the forum and on you tube. You would want to find those of FW18 really to truly hear what is happening now, but even some of the much older stuff should convince you.
But, I will tell you this. That MAGIC you seek... it's in here. 100%. All of it. I own Mesa, Marshall and Fender Amps. The only amp that I have that still blows my mind is my Fender. AND... I never ever use it anymore, because my Axe does the same thing close enough that I don't miss anything when playing with a band. I don't need to write this, as I said... the forum is full of it.
Here is what you do:
1. Order.
2. Read the manual cover to cover while you wait.
3. Spend time in the Axe recordings part of this forum while you wait, and find some cool presets.
4. On Day one, go through the factory presets.
5. On day two, download a few of the best preset you found online and play with those.
Then tweak for another 12 days, try things out and see if you can't be floored by some of the 200+ amps in this thing.
If not... send it back. No worries, no loss.
Just don't forget that what you are hearing it through matters though. Crappy power or speakers = crappy tone. I'd start with really good flat headphones, and then try to get some great FRFR monitors to REALLY check out the AXE. From there, use any solution you want. (4x12, SS amp or whatever)
Just remember what AXE does... it gives you the FOH sound. The RECORDED sound... which means AFTER the cab, mic, preamp (board). You can get a good amp in the room sound, but to really get that you need a good cab and power amp, and the right settings.