Now you’re speaking my language for sure. The past few years my life has been on a continuous incline as I get to the root of things I feel hold me back from realizing my full potential. Getting a little off topic here, but the last two years of my marriage failing (officially single as of yesterday afternoon) really threw this for a loop but I won’t get into that here.
I DEFINITELY impulse-bought the FM9. I didn’t even read the specs on it before I was on the waitlist and it wasn’t until I had the tracking number that I actually started watching Leon’s vids on it.
Really, my biggest problem now is that I‘m just beat after work. The last month has been a whirlwind as I got my former house ready to sell and the divorce in the works. I’m in my own place now, but work has been absolutely crazy and I’m putting in 75-80 hours a week. If I’m actually home at dinner time, the last thing I want to do is stand over a stove. I’ve got to figure out how to shop/cook for one for the first time in my life. I’m mainly plant-based and when I was married, we’d just hit up farmer’s markets for all of our groceries. We could eat for a week off $80 worth of food.
But yes, you’re certainly right about the immediate gratification aspect and “I want it, I’m going to order it.” Hell, I sort Amazon by what’s available via Prime only! And I also spent a TON of money on there furnishing my new apartment as all I took with me were my clothes and gear and gave the wife everything else in the house (she kind of destroyed any positive feelings about the last 15 years, I don’t want that shit).
Anywho….I’m being pretty good with self-control and buying now. I went a little over the top when I got the house money, bought two guitars and the FM9 within 4 days of each other and almost bought a Taylor after the divorce hearing yesterday.
(I still might buy that Taylor), but I also went through hell to come out of that situation alive, so really, they’re gifts to myself for not taking myself out in the last two years.